Motivasi

当我和世界不一样 那就让我不一样

坚持对我来说 就是以刚克刚

我如果对自己不行 如果对自己说谎

即使你不原谅 我也不能原谅

最美的愿望 一定最疯狂

我就是我自己的神 在我活的地方

我和我最后的倔强 握紧双手绝对不放

下一站是不是天堂 就算失望不能绝望

我和我骄傲的倔强 我在风中大声的唱

这一次为自己疯狂 就这一次我和我的倔强

对爱我的人别紧张 我的固执很善良

我的手越肮脏 眼神越是发光

你不在乎我的过往 看到了我的翅膀

你说被火烧过 才能出现凤凰

逆风的方向 更适合飞翔

我不怕千万人阻挡 只怕自己投降

我和我最后的倔强 握紧双手绝对不放

下一站是不是天堂 就算失望不能绝望

我和我骄傲的倔强 我在风中大声的唱

这一次为自己疯狂 就这一次我和我的倔强

就这一次让我大声唱

Hari Raya Open House

During this raya..
I managed to squeeze two Raya Open house events into my tight Gyne posting
The first one was just opposite my house -- Hajar's open house.. Ahem.. Hajar had a migraine attack on that Friday morning because she had to cook something for it!! Imagine the stress the organizers had on that day!
Anyways, the home-cooked food was delicious, Zarul's son was super cute and it was really a great time for most the M204s to get together amidst the crazy schedule of Sem9!



Beauties..
Beauties take 2
Cheeze!

While we all ate and ate...
Nana was busy washing and washing!! Gasp!

Adila with Zarul Junior..Group picture..
To all the Hajaropenhouse organizers.. thanks for the greaat food!

2nd Open House was on this sunday afternoon--my cfcs patient's. Because my colleague- huichen had to cover her ward during the afternoon, i drove there myself, and was greeted with a whole lot of food! yummy sotos, lontongs, and lemangs.. just delicious.. Senawang people really cook A star sotos! Before i came back, Pn_N gave me 2 of these, one for me and the other for huichen..


Inside were yummy food! Conclusion?
I had a really great makan-hariraya! :)

Barbie doll

Sometimes i wonder, when i look into the sky, the stars ignore me as they continue to blink in their own existence.
I start a monologue with them, asking,
when would everybody truly realize that we are not plastics?
Our heart is of muscles and blood, and not chemical components synthesized in the lab.
We are alive. We breath. We think.
But no,
most people would still love to look at nice looking things
people would never reject the beauty king or queen for a dance
people would still continue to bully ugly betty even betty has the heart of gold in that show..

It troubles me,
is this a natural selection process?
The beautiful should survive, let away all the uglies
So, is this why people still judge by the appearances?
In which they are practically blind that they cannot look beyond the outer glass of the gift wrapper?
Maybe there were some technical glitch in our genetic codes
Our communication fibers in our brain just can't code ugly objects
Or, maybe we should blame all the tv shows that associate thin, long nose, curvey bouncy hair to nobility, nice, and great?

This should never be held true..
There's a thing called aging,
which in my community,
none of them never seriously think that this event would befall any of them.
Aging.. the sagging of breasts... the loss of hair... fat pads spontaneously appearing out of nowhere...
Nobody escapes them, unless, you pray hard and God qualifies that you deserve to die prematurely
So, that's why,
I support ugly betty.
Because she has a heart of gold.
and that the heart would only grow more gorgeous by the day, and would remain as such..
whereas our plastic appearances would sag, wither and die off.

LOL from my inbox...

The Strangest Wal Mart Customer

Dear Mrs. Denner,

Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behaviour and may be forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints against Mr. Denner are listed below and are documented by our video surveillance cameras.

June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people’s carts when they weren’t looking.

July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in House-wares to go off at 5-minute intervals

July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the women’s restroom.

July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an official voice, “Code 3 in House-wares. Get on it right away.”

August 4: Went to the Service Desk and tried to put a bag of M&M’s on layaway.

September 14: Moved a “CAUTION - WET FLOOR” sign to a carpeted area.

September 15: Set up a tent in the camping department and told other shoppers he’d invite them in if they would bring pillows and blankets from the bedding department.

September 23: When a clerk asked if they could help him he began crying and screamed, “Why can’t you people just leave me alone?”

October 4: Looked right into the security camera and used it as a mirror while he picked his nose.

November 10: While handling guns in the hunting department, he asked the clerk where the antidepressants were.

December 3: Darted around the store suspiciously while loudly humming the “Mission Impossible” theme.

December 6: In the auto department, he practiced his “Madonna look” by using different sizes of funnels.

December 18: Hid in a clothing rack and when people browsed through, yelled “PICK ME! PICK ME!”

December 21: When an announcement came over the loud speaker, he assumed a fetal position and screamed “OH NO! IT’S THOSE VOICES AGAIN!”

December 23: Went into a fitting room, shut the door, waited awhile, and then yelled very loudly, “Hey! There’s no toilet paper in here!”

Once again we cannot tolerate this behaviour in our store.

Regards, Wal-Mart